Does It Get Easier?
I would give anything to hear your voice at this minute. I miss the sound of your laugh, the way you smelled as you lay next to me and the way you scrunch your face when you give that silly smile. I know that you “sold your soul” to help out the people in Tuscaloosa after the storm even though you think it’s the armpit of Alabama.
I want to be the person that you call because she’s no longer there for you. That’s right. I know that she has left so why haven’t I heard from you? I know that I told you to get your shit together before you can call me again but know that I am here for you. I miss you so much and I struggle with accepting that you and I can’t be, or shouldn’t be.
I hope to see you on Saturday or Sunday or any day in the next week. I want you to be at my graduation and at my party. I want everyone to meet the guy that I fell in love with but I know that you won’t be there. Remember the fun times that we had because I will.
Best wishes and lots of love,
Me.
About me
I am a small town, twenty-something girl from North Carolina just trying to make it through college. I love history and politics so much I decided to major in them at Salem College. I hopefully will one day be a college professor.I tend to over think every thing; I am extremely ambitious to the point of self-destruction; and I am stubborn. I am also creative and artsy but I cannot draw to save my life which complicates things.
I love having the opportunity to travel with the ones that I love. My dream is to have a stamp from every country in the world, in my passport before I leave this world.
I hope you enjoy.
P/S- Feel free to email me at keshia.rass@gmail.com. I would love to hear from you.
R.I.P. EJM 1989-2009, We'll miss you.
