Giving Up
I am officially giving up. I need a change of pace and scenery. I am in desperate need to erase you from my memory. But if I learned anything from the Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, I will one day appreciate the memory of you. It’s been over a month and I feel hopeless because I fear that you have ruined me for everyone that comes after you. How will any man live up to what you gave me? No matter how short our time together was or the fact that I was the other woman, it meant more to me than anyone will ever realize. I just pray to whatever gods maybe that they send me someone better; someone that will stay, instead of run; someone that knows what they want and goes after it; someone that isn’t afraid to face themselves. Thanks for those great yet awful memories but I have to let you go.